Becoming After You

What do I say

When you just turned away?

I kept waiting, watching the horizon,

For you to come back and stay.

The fog of uncertainty surrounds me,

As thick as it can ever be,

I stretch out my arms to find you near,

But all my fingers feel is mist and fear.

I feel an ache deep inside me,

Crawling from my stomach to my heartbeat,

The dread of loneliness settles in place,

Breaking every breath, every fragile space.

Realizing you’re not going to be around,

Not here to pick me up when I hit the ground,

I gather myself, bit by bit,

Mending my soul, piece by piece.

Now I leave no fragments behind,

No crevices for you to find,

Completely closed, sealed inside,

Building myself whole, healed, and aligned.

Heaven's Scarlet Secret

Stealing few moments,
Borrowing some space,
Tiptoed to a zone,
Only to thaw myself into it.


Somebody was waiting,
Only to welcome me.
Standing amongst the darkness,
But basking in its own glory.


Incomplete in itself,
Making my every pore complete.
World calls it ugly
But was the most beautiful to me.


Gorgeously scarlet
Beautifully incomplete
Invisible greyness surrounding it
Hanging freely in middle of the horizon.


Gaping at its beauty,
A breath left me.
At loss for words,
I keep staring into the sky.


This starless night,
More beautiful than dark starry canvas.
Where the shades of red and grey,
Dance and blend into one.


Dazed, I'm trying real hard,
Gather my thoughts
That does justice to the beauty,
Describing them all


While I was savouring the minute,
The moon smiled at me,
Doing a little dance,
It vanished into the grey thickness.


Observing the lack of witnesses,
I was the happiest.
Acknowledging a special secret,
Between the heavens and me.


Still mesmerized,
I walk back inside,
Starting to pen down my thoughts,
I wished I could share the moment with..YOU.

Overcoming Foibles

It started with a hello, Ended in pleasantries, slow, Once-a-week words we barely knew, Indifferent to each other’s view. Crossing paths, again and again, A moody wave, a passing refrain, Two far corners, one quiet room, Did we exist, or just assume? One fine day, you walked away, And still, I felt nothing that day, Was I meant to? I never knew, In my mind, I faded you. Months went by and years before, Then fate knocked at a hidden door, I lost my heart, a part of me, Believe me now, it’s truly so. Again we started with a hello, Pleasantries in a gentle flow, Trading memories we didn’t see, We made them, not knowing they’d be. Now we’ve come so far, it seems, Yet no clear end to all our dreams, Those empty glances, small and brief, Are now my deepest source of grief. We walk one path, your hand in mine, As close as hearts can intertwine, Even this road, so long, so wide, Feels too short with you beside. You let me cross that fragile line, Break the walls of distant time, You let me come so close, it’s true, So why am I not yet with you? Open wide your waiting arms, There’s still a space I long to calm, Let me cross this final start, And step straight into your heart. So close, there’s nothing left to fill, So near, I hear your whispers still, So firm, it binds my soul to you, Beyond forever, strong and true. So tight, I’ll never have to leave, For I, my love, will always believe— I never, ever want to go, I only want your heart to know.

You & I

You are like a fire, burning through the cold times,

Keeping me warm as well.

I, like the water, freeze up

When the winter arrives.

You are the like the first spark of light

Shining through my window.

Burning the darkness around me,

Making everything bright.

We’re the two different people

Two different worlds

Normally not meant to be

But us, defying the laws of nature

Not only stand, but stick together

Breathe and live in each other.

You are the other half of my existence

You define me.

When I look in the mirror

I see you in my place

A thread of gold binds us

The string of friendship keeps us together

And it beats like a heart

In both of us.

Alive

                              cuz you are the best thing happened to me..and i love you soooo much.. <3<3

I was so dead

When you came and brought me to life

Even when you lived in the dark

You lit the lamp for me to live in light

When I pushed myself onto the ground

Losing the hope that anyone would ever come

You gave me your hand

And pulled me out

Ch: You made me alive

You taught me to breathe right

I wasn’t even worth a try

While you never gave up on me

You made me come alive

When you needed somebody

No one pulled you close

Even you needed support

But you made sure that I should not be alone

Now when I have woken up

And I see how tired but relaxed you are

I also see the tears

That tell me that I had also gone too far

Ch:

No one heard your voice

When you lend me your ears

You  held me in your arms

And relieved me from all of my fears

You whispered sweet things to me

Also sayin that everything will be alright

You were the one who stood up for me

When I was supposed to fight

Ch:

You made me walk again

When you yourself needed support

For someone to say same sweet things you said

For someone to be there for you to hold

You showed me wonderful things of life

When I used to see the worst

Just like a mother showing her baby

She wishes for it to see first..

Ch:

Universe In Your Eyes

We’re sitting here,

With me wrapped up inside you completely

I’m looking at the sky

Searching for the bright stars but see nothing.

Then I look into your eyes,

They never shone so bright

In this dark sky

They seem like the stars of this starless night.

Ch: oh! Now I know now I know

That your eyes are nothing but my home

A sole place where I live, where I breathe

Where I can dance, letting myself free

And what I only see is

My universe in your eyes.

My oh my

Looking in your eyes leaves me breathless.

So gorgeous, so deep

I can be lost in them, so endless.

Ch

This is where I begin, this is where I end

This is where I start, this is where I finish

And this is the only place I wish to live my whole life in

Ch (2)

In my starless life

Your eyes are now on my personal stars. <3<3  

Right In Me

cuz your love will set me free..making it feel even more pure and beautiful

Fly..fly to the heights of your heart

My..my arms are stretched wide apart

Why can’t you see what I can?

Why can’t you feel what I can?

Go..go across the street

Sing to a beautiful beat

Your one touch can purify me

And will make me soul serene

Ch: You..you don’t know what you have done to me

And you never felt the way I feel

You don’t know that looking at you I cant even breathe..

But you still live right in me

Right in me

Hold..hold me as tight as you can

And jus don’t leave me the way you had

Try to hear to what my heart says

Cus if it’s not you then nobody may

Ch:  You..you don’t know what you have done to me

And you never felt the way I feel

You don’t know that looking at you I cant even breathe..

But you still live right in me

Right in me

Take me with you,I want to fly with you

To the heights that’s jus new

As this world can never be this true

Ch:

Fly..fly to the heights of your heart..

your love will be my wings..taking me higher.. and higher..till where the sky ends